Novel in the Works

I’m in the midst of my second collaboration with writer Audrey Pomeroy, and I’ve finally got over my writer’s block and wrote the latest chapter. I’m embarrassed that it took me several months to do so. I don’t know what was holding me back; I knew exactly what I wanted to say and do. But I mustered up some motivation to churn out some pages this past weekend, so I’m feeling tremendously proud of myself.

The story–with the working title of “1977″–takes place in NYC during, yes, 1977. Our hero is young, naive dreamer who lands a job as a busboy at a discotheque, where he meets a beautiful, decadent model who drags him into a life of hedonism and overindulgence. And plenty of sex, naturally.

I had a lot of fun writing the last chapter because we’re at the point where the story is getting a bit darker, a bit weirder, a bit more shameful. The kid gloves are coming off, and I’m so excited about it!

–LZ

“Girl Crazy” is Out

Excitement — Girl Crazy, edited by Sacchi Green, is now ready for your eyes. And it just might contain a never-before-read Lux Zakari short about an unexpectedly fun limo ride called “Sabra” …

I just got my copy of the book today, and as always, I felt a giddy thrill to see my name in print. I was shrieking with glee when my work appeared in Best Women’s Erotica ’09. I’m pretty sure I jumped around the house while singing “Fame! I’m gonna live foreva!” I need more moments like that.

Other Girl Crazy contributors: Sommer Marsden, Kyle Sontz, Kirsten Monroe, Scarlett French, Anna Watson, D.L. King, Charlotte Dare, Jean Roberta, Shain Everett, Jacqueline Applebee, Kristina Wright, Catherine Lundoff, Maggie Cee, Sacchi Green, Danielle De Santiago, Fran Walker, Renee Strider and Cheyenne Blue.

–LZ.

Rise Like Venus

She rises like Venus from the ocean, her sheer swimsuit clinging to her like a second skin. Her rosy nipples are visible, and so is the curve of her stomach, the shadowy indent of her belly button, and the dark triangle between her legs. She might as well be wearing nothing at all.

She’s undaunted though. The Parliament dangling from her coral lips is soaking wet and she’s laughing. The sea ripples waves of orange behind her as her hair hangs in wet clumps around her shoulders, dripping salt and sand and sex. She’s a mermaid, the girl on the half shell. She climbs out of the sea, the sea foam clinging to her wobbling legs. Beads of salt water decorate her brown skin. I’d give anything to cling to her like the ocean.

She’s kicking her way out of the sea, but I stop her with my body, preventing her from hopping over another wave. She stops laughing. The cigarette drops from her mouth, floating on the water like a lone piece of drift wood. I bend down and kiss her earlobe, flicking my tongue over her silver earrings. Metal and salt. She sighs, a little moan in the back of her throat, and presses against me, a barnacle kissing the side of a submarine. I feel those hard nipples brushing against me. I want to feel her.

She tilts her head up to lick at my sun-burnt throat, and my hands drift down the sides of her body until they find themselves in the water, splashing around, moving the crotch of her swimsuit aside with two fingers so the ocean can lap at her swollen clit. She lets out a noise that is both a gasp and a giggle, and looks over our shoulder at those still lingering on the sand, but I am indifferent to them as I plunge my fingers inside her, now unsure of what the ocean is and what is her. She groans in my ear—a needy groan—and I crave the sound of her desperation as the waves roll up to meet our skin. She clings to me, her fingers burning white dots into my red back as I push into her again and again; she hooks a leg over me and we topple into the water. I suck on her lips; she keeps them closed tight, like she’s the second cousin to a clam, and I’m out for the pearl.

I kiss her wet eyelashes, my fingers diving deeper into her like a hook and she sighs against me, hot summer air against my sunburn. I feel her closing in around me, clasping my fingers over and over. Her hands dig pale imprints into my skin, but I don’t feel a thing. All I can hear is the roar of ocean in my ears. I’m inside of a seashell.

When her grip loosens, she drifts away from me, swimming the backstroke, a smile on her face. We let the tide pull us back to shore.

Indian Summer

Come over.

I’ll recline in the lounge chair (still damp from the afternoon’s surprise shower) and you’ll sit on the edge of your seat in the dark, and a citronella candle will flicker between us as we scratch the pink bumps rising on our arms and drink a bevy of whatever beer’s left in the fridge, and you’ll light my cigarettes for me and I’ll blow smoke rings at the stars while you talk about how beautiful your girlfriend is and how angry you are to leave her to go to Afghanistan and kill people you don’t know (but maybe would’ve liked to) and I’ll tell you that it’s probably all for the best while wishing I didn’t sound so unsure, and when the mosquito bites finally become unbearable, I’ll dive into the pool wearing only my undergarments and you’ll follow me, peeling off your shirt and kicking off your jeans, and I’ll laugh at you for skinny dipping alone but secretly I’m excited because we’ve been friends for so long that I feel that I deserve to see you naked, which I do when you ease into the tepid water, and even though I was already turned on by the intimacy of our conversation, I want more than that now, but I still try to mask my desire with nervous chatter as we circle each other and I ask you questions about your girlfriend because that will make me seem unaffected and you’ll sigh and say you wish you knew for sure that you could trust her, and while you’re talking, the alcohol will make me brave and I’ll take off my bottoms underwater and listen patiently while making sure that the moonlight catches my skin just right until you finally stop talking about how much you know you’ll miss her and slowly tread water over to me with that look in your eyes—yes, that look—and my heart will want to pound right out of my chest as you move in between my bare legs and I’ll gasp, remembering that you shed your clothes long before I had, and then I’ll kiss you in a way that I’ve fantasized about, in the way that you’ll remember when sand stings your eyes and your ears fill with the most horrible sounds ever heard and your body is scorched from something much hotter than the sun.